An oh boy did we talk. We talked about sex, kink, play and on a more serious note, DD. I asked him why role play had gone away. It pushes my limits and hard. I will admit that. Dragon was afraid it pushed me too hard but I miss it. We talked about where to make our new beginning with this kind of play. I think with panties. He picks out my panties and says when they can be worn. A good place to start that we hope won't push too hard.
We talked about kneeling. I have wanted this to be a part of both sides of TTWD for a while. Kink and punishment. Now I know why it isn't. He is afraid of hurting my hip. I reminded him that i have safe words I can use at any time, for any reason. I won't put myself in a position that will hurt me. And I will red out long before I am hurting. I think he is going to give it a try. Kneeling on pillows for my comfort.
He says, but it feels silly. I reminded him kink did too at first. And our first few discipline session felt down right foolish to both of us. I asked him to give it time and try it. Not just once but several times. Let's see if this is something that could work for us. He reluctantly agreed.
It is probably one of those "humoring the silly wife" things but that is ok. DD started that way and now he doesn't think it is silly at all.
Hopefully we will find a house this week. We are talking to a broker who deals with rentals in a area we would really like to live. Keep your fingers crossed and say a prayer. It will be nice to have our own space again. Privacy to play! My sewing room so I can make some cute panties! and back to our routine! Please pray. I am tired of being in limbo.