Friday, June 27, 2014

Great Day

Dragon had yesterday off.  It was his regular day off.  The only one he gets.  He went with me to get my little car inspected.  I am glad he was there. With aclassic ccar, the requirements aren't as strict.  Just lights and horn.  But that was a challenge.  One of the parking lights decided not to work but Dragon had it fixed in no time.  Then I drove my car into the city and registered it.

Drivable!!!!  Yippee!!!

 My daughter gets her first lesson on driving a stick this evening if the weather cooperates.  The top has a good rip in it.  I don't want it out in the rain until that is replaced.

Now for the fun part. Christening!  Yep, fantasy time.

The reality. In the garage, private and away from biting insects.  The fantasy, a remote picnic spot.  Nude, hands on the bumper while Dragon torturs my body.  First the flogger and then the paddle.


 My imagination is going crazy.  I can't wait to have a little privacy.  It has been fun working on the car but now I want memories of a different kind.


Sunday, June 22, 2014

Car Talk

Car talk turns into technical repair talk turns into power words.

You know. Those words used for stubborn bolts, after market parts that don't quite fit and mysterious electrical problems.  Oh....and broken tools that causes bruised knuckles.

Fun stuff


A certain power word is not lady like and is forbidden.


 I used it this morning.

Sunday morning at the breakfast table.

 Ut oh...

Dragon had that crooked smile on his face that makes my shoulders drop.

I have been pushing for dd to come back. .Told him that I missed the dynamic. The after effects of a punishment.

Holy guacamole Batman.

Dragon had to leave for work.  There wasn't enough time for more than a hug.  Somehow I have this funny feeling that my backside is going to be sore this afternoon.


No more power words for me.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Like He Needed It

Needed what?

 Another reason to spank my backside.

I have to ask for permission to work on my car.  If something else needs attention around the house it has to come first.

 Yesterday the grass needed to be cut.  I didn't finish the yard.  I still have a huge area to cut but permission was given.

I spent most of the day with my little car.  The top is Armoralled, the inside is dusted and the windows are clean.  I even tracked down some issues with the electrical harness.

Tired now.

Yes, I am obsessing over my little car but just wow.  I never expected to have it.  And it is mine!  No loan.  My name on the title.

She still needs work before she is ready for the road but she is getting there.  I just hope I didn't misunderstand Dragon this morning.  Fingers crossed that I am not in trouble.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Honoring a Memory

This weekend is Fathers day.  It would also have been my fathers birthday.  He would have been 63.

One way I celebrated his memory was learning how to ride a motorcycle.  I can't ride without rembering him.

Today I did something big.  I bought a classic car.  The same model he drove when I was a teenager.  I loved that car and it has been my dream car ever since.

I saved money like a squirrel collecting nuts.  Adding when I could and dipping into it for emergencies. (Yes, hockey gear was an emergency. Safety first)

We looked at one car but I wasn't thrilled. The price was low but it needed LOTS of work.  I absolutely fell in love with the second car.  It was perfect but out of our price range.

We took it for a test drive and fell in love.  But we didn't have the money.  We couldn't come up with it but we made an offer anyway. He countered.

It was almost exactly the amount I had left in my stash.  Just a few dollars left.

We don't celebrate fathers day any more than we do mothers day.  This weekend we honored the memory of my dad.  I will feel the warmth and comfort of  his arms every time I dive my little dream car.

A bonus? We finally have a car small enough to fit in the parallel parking spot at the DMV.  NY daughter will finally be able to take her driving test.

Friday, June 6, 2014

History Quiz

What is special about June 6?

What year?

 My American, English and French friends should remember!!!

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Driving from the Passenger Seat

That is what I have been doing.

While Dragon was struggling to adjust to civilian life and the PTSD was bad, I reached over to help steer our family in the right direction.  Over time I did more and more of the steering.  Pretty soon all Dragon had to do was control our speed.

Not good.

I don't think either one of us realize it until I stepped down for a few days.  It happen slowly over two years.  When I drive it takes something away from Dragon that he needs.  Something that we both need.

His leadership.

Home should be his safe place. The place where he is in control.  I am trying to let go of that steering wheel and watch him thrive again.

Hopefully DD comes back. Hopefully the Dragon I know and love is enjoying life again.

Speaking of which, I need to get dressed for Dragon to come home.  The grass is cut, the yard is edged and I have had a shower and a short break.  Time to make sure Dragon has a reason to smile when he walks in the door.  Garter belt,stockings and another pretty dress.  For some reason Dragon loves to spank my backside with the garter straps in place.  Love my man.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014


Dragon had a few requests for today.

Work on the corset.     Done

Wear a dress.    Done

Wear a garter belt and stockings.  Done

There was only one strap I couldn't get before Dragon pulled into the driveway.  The back left.  It is also the hardest to reach.  He called me earlier to tell me that I didn't have to wear the garter and stockings.  It is a hot, sticky day and Dragon didn't want me to be uncomfortable.

Love my man just a little.

It didn't take long to decide to wear them anyway.


He wanted me to wear them.  So I did.

The look on his face and the quick trip to the garage made it worth every second of discomfort.

He has the day off tomorrow.  It should be an interesting day.  Hopefully my backside will be bruised by the time he goes back to work.

All Things Anal

Anal can be play or punishment. We have talked about punishment but decided that it would be a bad idea.  Anal play pushes me hard enough without adding the emotions that come with discipline. For us it is all play.

I don't like the way it feels but I crave the head space it give me.  It always puts me deeply into subspace.  Every time.  Even just the simplest, least intense method.  A single finger inserted during forplay.  One finger never causes any pain or stretching sensations but it sure does cause some strange sensations.  Even just that one finger blows my mind.  Add two or every three fingers and I am flying.

Toys would be the next level.  I have used latex plugs but was less than impressed.  I think they dry out to fast for my comfort, if anything anal can be called comfortable.  With beads, I didn't like the string.  Owie.  My favorite so far has been a glass dildo.  Used with or without lube, it feels the best.  I won't say comfortable but it doesn't cause pain or soreness if it is left in place for a while.  I want to try the metal plug called the NJoy.  It has so much more potential than the glass.

Then comes anal sex.  That really blows my mind.  Unless we really take the time to prepare, it is going to sting.  Dragon has to use 3 or even 4 fingers to prevent it but I still get the sting from the stretch.  With lube or without.  It doesn't seem to matter.  For us, this is not the tender side of love making.  It is hard fast and brutal.  I like it that way.

I saved ginger for last because it really blows my mind. More than anything else.  Anal penetration, pain, burning and the aphrodisiac quality of the ginger.  Just wow.  He usually prepares me with his fingers.  It helps me relax a little. No lube. It blocks the effects of the ginger.  The burning lasts for 20-45 minutes and Dragon puts the time to good use.  I usually end up a quivering mess.

No, I don't like the sensation of anything anal.  What I like is the deep submission I feel as soon as Dragon touches my bottomside.  The only thing that even comes close is a punishment but the headspace is different.  Somehow it is connected to little play.  Not sure how but it is.

Dragon has requested that I wear a dress this evening with my garter belt and stockings. I know he has my backside on his mind when he makes that request.  I probably have a paddling in my future and some ruff sex too.

Dang.  He can't get home fast enough.  I am hungry for him already.  Today I'll take extra time with my grooming to make sure my skin is baby smooth for him.

This is going to be a LONG day.  Sigh....

(I hope he stops by the store for some fresh ginger. I think I'll set him a text and request it.)