Just before the thanksgiving holiday rush began, I asked Dragon to tuffen up just a little. I reminded him the holidays are always hard for me and I need him now more than ever.
What was I thinking? He is already strict enough. I am one of the lucky ones. Naturally submissive and easily disciplined. All it takes is a look from him to bring me back in line, most of the time. However, he has slipped over the last few months. He finished his degree and the classes took up most of his time. The kids took up the rest of our time. There was nothing left for us.
When his schedule filled, ttwd was one on many things that were put aside. He is slowly getting things back on track but I am still falling. We had discussed non spanking punishments before but decided that they weren’t needed. They are now possibilities. For punishment as well as pre-emptive. Not sure if or when he is going to use them but they are now officially in the tool box.
Something else new is the envelope. Some days he will tell me to take an envelope to be opened at a specific time. In the envelope will be a task designed to put me an obedient, submissive state of mind. What will the task be? I will find out when you do. I’m kinda nervous. My imagination has to be worse than the reality. Doesn't it?
Here goes nothing. I just got a call to open the first envelope.
Opening the very first one…..
The slip of paper is in my hand….
On no…. The plug. Yep. That will put me is a submissive state of mind.
What was i thinking? Next time I'll have to remember NOT to think at all.