Friday, November 11, 2011

Temper Temper

(shhh, I am stalling for bed time.  I got out of a spanking this morning.  I whined, grabbed the door and flat out refused to submit.  EVEN when he got that…. are you sure you want to do that…. Look on his face.  Ooops.  I really don’t want it to be bed time yet.)  Stalling….

Food is my enemy.  That is what I have decided.  After the week I have had you would agree.  This bug I have is giving me fits.  For one, I almost NEVER get hungry.  It just isn’t a sensation that I am all that familiar with.  Normally hunger is taken care of with a few sips of water.  Real hunger?  Nope.  Not until this week.

I get hungry, eat, get a tummy ache and vomit.  Nothing would stay down and I always felt that awful feeling the rest of the population is very familiar with.  Very frustrating, I can tell you that.

The results?  Now that I am over that bug, I can eat.  But…. Only very small snacks.  I normally eat 5 to 6 times a day because I can’t eat a lot any time.  Now it is ridiculous.  A few bites and I am done.  It is like I just had gastric by-pass surgery or something.  After a small bowl of soup for supper and I feel like I just ate thanksgiving dinner.

 One good thing?  My “fat” jeans are getting loose again.  They look more like MOM jeans.  Even baggy in the butt again.  I can be happy for that one thing right?

….. Still stalling….  Did he forget?  I can hope…. Right?   Not a chance.  This one is going to be bad.  I was frustrated, trying to sew but with delay after delay.  Dad was home on a Friday, so the kids were off schedule.  Chaos.  I had a melt down then refused the cure.    This is NOT going to be a fun evening.

Time to face that paddle…..


  1. Uh oh! I can't imagine what that would be like (as I've never had "H" wanting to spank me!) but I do know the feeling of not wanting to come to terms with things and "H" wanting to lecture me... I hate that feeling.
    Hugs to you!

  2. Thanks Emi. The worst part? He is coming to bed frustrated. He has been trying to get my serger adjusted. I have to get that skirt hemmed now and the machine doesn’t want to work right. It is old and ready for the garbage. We are just trying to nurse it along just a little longer.

  3. By the way, I like your ribbon background. I work with ribbon daily! Very cute. I will have to look into changing around my blog one day. I know I can switch the background, but I've been lazy.
    Hope your serger can hold out a few more times!!

  4. Thanks. I was fighting with my ribbon collection that day. Giggles. I have too many spools and they are not organized at all. I'll have to give in and get it done one day. Just not today.

  5. Oh the paddle :( You can run but you can't hide lol! Hope it wasn't too bad and that you feel better because of it though.
    Ps: I'd love to be as creative as you with a sewing machine! I think it would have a soothing/calming effect to sit and work on fabric and actually be able to make something out of it!! :)

    Dee x

  6. Hope you are doing better today! I hate paddles...

  7. Dee, I can't run but I can have a change of attitude!

    Susie, I have a love hate relationship with the paddles. I love to hat them. LOL

    He didn't spank me because my attitude change. He was happy with me the rest of the day. Love my man!