Things see to be going so good. We are making bills plus some. Dragon's job is still iffy but we will worry about that when it happens. The kids are getting a very good Christmas.
Life is good.
Then I learn that my baby girl, my oldest daughter had a miscarriage.
I feel like I am on a roller coaster.
The football game today did make me smile and do a happy dance. But made the loopty loops on my roller coaster day nauseating.
You see, in the south, football is King. In the grand state of Alabama (my home state) you are either for Alabama or Auburn the under dog. Most of my family cheers for Alabama. As a small child, I thought the whole thing was stupid. So... I did what any defiant child would do. I chose the other team.
Alabama wins more games but I am loyal. Every year, I cheer for Auburn. This year they weren't ranked. Not even on the charts. They played hard and only lost one game all season. AlAlabama was unbeatable. ZERO losses. Until today.
Auburn now holds the #1 spot
I am currently in a series of loops on this roller coaster of mine. Dinner is ready but I can't eat. Best pot of chili I have ever made and all I want to do is cry.
Yep. Feelin just a little emotional tonight.
Tomorrow, I will be the mom in tears. My two youngest kids will be baptized.
I don't know how I am supposed to feel. Happy? Sad? Both?
I am confused....