Monday, May 21, 2012

the reward?

It sure didn't feel very rewarding to me. It felt like he was following a script and we were the actors moving on puppet strings. He knows how to rock my world. I don't know what went wrong. Stress maybe? Today is his first day with out a job. We have several monthes with a pay check but no job. Praying, trying to help. I am hanging on by my fingernails. One day at a time. Breath

PS.  We talked latter.  The ginger was good.  VERY good.  Not the unpleasant burning it was last time.  I was surprised that I actually enjoyed it.  Being taken with the burn of the ginger still lingering was even better.  I think we both felt a little off and couldn't get into the scene but I think it has great potential.  We are going to call this a dress rehearsal and try that again.  I am already craving the burn and fullness again.

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  1. Oh I'm sorry DR. Maybe too much anticipation? I'm sure he'll rock your world again before long. Hang in there.

    Dee x

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  2. We were both tired. It was a long weekend. We both agreed we need a do over when we are both more rested.

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  3. That happens sometimes when stress levels get high. I sometimes can't get my head into the game so to speak. It doesn't happen often, but occasionally :)

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    1. It doesn't happen very often with us at all either.

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  4. I'm so confused Dragon's Rose. I thought that Dragon had just gotten a new job and you were getting ready to move.

    Sorry that things are all stressful again.

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    1. I am confused too. I thought he had that job and that we would be packing up by now. Guess it isn't going to be that easy. pray please. This is harder than I thought it would be.

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    2. Ugh! I sure will pray.

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