The Belt holds a special kind of fear for me. The sound of leather hitting leather was a sound of dread and fear when I was a little girl. Absolute terror is the only word I can think to describe how I felt about the Belt. Even now, 20 years after my father and step father passed away, it still holds the same fear. I won't even wear a belt. I won't allow my children to be disciplined with one and get very upset when I hear of a child spanked with one.
I know of only one way to get past a fear as deeply seated as this one.
Face it! Head on!
I just told Dragon that I want to face my fear of this dreaded implement. It is time to move past fear. Now I get to wait and see what he does with it. My stories have inspired him to spank more often. I see that "man sneer" on his face more. Maybe I should add a chapter to the story about an imaginary belt spanking. Hmmm. Wonder if that would inspire him to action.
Oh well. My bottom is bruised for now. No fun action until it is all healed. He will punish a bruised bottom but not spank for fun. I don't want leather butt. Not very attractive or spankable.
Yep, I think my next "What If" story will be about a belt spanking.