The more I submit, the more he steps up.
Is this a case of the chicken before the egg? I am not sure but it is something I should have known. I have give up control for him to step up and take it. This weekend, I was determined to make it all about him.
Saturday, I wore my skirt because I knew it would please him. After supper we went out to the garage for a little session. This one didn't last very long but I felt it! He sat down in a chair we have stored out there and pulled me across his lap. Flipped my skirt over my back and pushed my panties out of his way. He was late coming home and I couldn't stand not having my panties. He started out with a few light taps. Those were easy to take. Then rapid fire harder, stinging swats. I tried to get away from those without success! Then the harder swats fell. 5 of them. Owie! But I took them.
It has been a long time since I have been able to take the really hard swats. With a punishment, that is all I get but I like to get a few during other kinds of spankings. It helps me take them better during a punishment. I am more prepared for the sting and it is easier to stay still.
With my bottom still throbbing, we went back inside for some family time with the kids. After the kids were all tucked into bed and the house was quiet, it was our time again. I fell asleep easy but he didn't have any problems waking me up again. He asked if it was safe. (I don't use chemical birth control. Safe means safe without a barrier) I told him border line because it was close. He had a solution. He flipped me over onto my tummy and took me in a way that wasn't borderline at all. I loved the look on his face. He was on top of the world.
Sunday we didn't have much time for spanking. We cleaned in the garage a little. Sorting out the disaster created by the movers last summer. Tools, kitchen appliances, kids toys and sewing supplies all mixed together in the bottom 1/3 of huge wardrobe boxes. (I think the load master that packed our stuff lost his job) We finally broke down and bought plastic storage bins to sort everything into. It helped. Dragon has a lot of specialized tools that don't look like much unless you know what they are for. Then we got called away from the house to help work on a car. Saved from the GARAGE! ! ! No one was disappointed.
Okay. I was. No spankings Sunday. We had planed to continue our Saturday scene but it didn't happen. But I did get out of cleaning the garage.
Monday was a holiday so all was not lost. One of the girls made muffins for breakfast. I started on the yard and we had a good sit down family breakfast. After breakfast Dragon went back out to the garage. I followed him. When I locked the door he knew just what I wanted. He spanked me and spanked me good too! I cut grass with a very sore bottom!
Since it was Memorial day we smoked a brisket. Talk about some good food. We worked as a family and ate as a family. It was a very good day. The only thing that would have made it better is watermelon. At the end of the day we were all hot, sticky and tired. We started sending the kids in the house one at a time for a shower. Starting with the youngest. So, by the time we were done for the day, all the kids were clean and we could get cleaned up without fighting for bathroom.
I suggested another trip to the garage. Crazy I know but I had a plan. With the door locked, Dragon sat down to see what I was up to. I took off my pajamas and stood in front of him nude. He was very pleased. When asked what implement I wanted, I chose the worst paddle. The plexi glass and his belt. He was shocked. I surprised both of us. No panic, no squeals or dancing away. I am deathly afraid of the belt but we have been working on it slowly for almost a year now. This is the first time I have taken more than one good swat and the first time I didn't panic over it. Progress!
After the spanking, he had me kneel on a blanket in front of him and I did something else that is very hard for me to do. Let's just say that he is very happy with me today. Yes, that is a self satisfied smile on my face too. I pleased him. My submission brought out more of his HOH side this weekend. It was VERY nice to see that side of him again out and ready to play.
Today, I get to enjoy a sore bottom while I clean house and do my chores. A VERY nice way to start my week.