If you have followed my blog, you know that the last 12 months have been insane. Dragon in a PTSD crisis. My oldest daughter raped and pregnant. Add drug addiction into the crazy mix and all of it has turned me into a stress ball.
Some people would turn to food for comfort. I turned to fitness, weight lifting and of course spanking when I can get it.
The results so far? 20+ pounds lost. Lots of fat melted off my body and muscle gain.
That's good. Right?
The problem? My favorite dresses are too BIG! I'll keep wearing them until I am able to replace them with more cute dresses. Even the clothes I bought this spring are baggy.
I am sad to say goodbye to some of my favorite outfits but I don't want all that weight back.
Right now I am searching for a new gym. I got spoiled with a larger better equipped gym when I was out of town. Now my little gym just seems lacking. Two benches in the free weight area is not enough.