Monday, July 25, 2016

weight Loss

If you have followed my blog, you know that the last 12 months have been insane.  Dragon in a PTSD crisis. My oldest daughter raped and pregnant.  Add drug addiction into the crazy mix and all of it has turned me into a stress ball.

Some people would turn to food for comfort.  I turned to fitness, weight lifting and of course spanking when I can get it.

The results so far?  20+ pounds lost.  Lots of fat melted off my body and muscle gain.

That's good. Right?

The problem? My favorite dresses are too BIG! I'll keep wearing them until I am able to replace them with more cute dresses.  Even the clothes I bought this spring are baggy.

I am sad to say goodbye to some of my favorite outfits but I don't want all that weight back.

Right now I am searching for a new gym.  I got spoiled with a larger better equipped gym when I was out of town. Now my little gym just seems lacking.  Two benches in the free weight area is not enough.


  1. Hi, I just found your blog recently. I am also a victim of rape when I was younger in my teens, tho it did not result in preganancy. I will keep your daughter and ya'll in my prayers for healing and as future decisions are made. I also can totally relate to the struggles of weight loss. Congrats on your weight loss. It is always an uphill battle but it definitely helps when you have your loved one's support. God Bless.

    1. My daughter is struggling. I don't know how she keeps going. Thank you for the prayers