There are times I NEED a spanking.
No, not a punishment. Simply a spanking to reassure me that he is on top of his game and still in charge.
A spanking to lower my stress level.
A spanking that lets me feel his authority in a very real way.
How do I know when I need a reassurance spanking? That part is easy. I can feel the anziety building in my chest. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. And the most accurate indicator? My backside feels funny. It almost hurts but not quite. I can almost feel the spanking. The sting of the swats.
I get this feeling when it has been a few weeks between spankings. Flogging is not the same. He can flog my back and leave some nice tiger stripes behind but I'll still need the paddle.
It is a mystery. No idea why this happens but it does. In times like this I need to be spanked to tears but I know that won't happen. The tears won't fall. Not from physical pain and not from the humiliation of being spanked. I wish I could cry.
I'll update this post when I get the spanking I need. If it happens.
Icy hot? Hey this isn't a punishment! My backside is on fire from ICY HOT! This is going to be a very long day. I think he may be planning on spanking a pre warmed bottom.