Need

There are times I NEED a spanking.

No, not a punishment.  Simply a spanking to reassure me that he is on top of his game and still in charge.

A spanking to lower my stress level.

A spanking that lets me feel his authority in a very real way.

How do I know when I need a reassurance spanking?  That part is easy.  I can feel the anziety building in my chest.  I feel uncomfortable in my own skin.  And the most accurate indicator?  My backside feels funny.  It almost hurts but not quite.  I can almost feel the spanking.  The sting of the swats.

I get this feeling when it has been a few weeks between spankings.  Flogging is not the same.  He can flog my back and leave some nice tiger stripes behind but I'll still need the paddle.

It is a mystery.  No idea why this happens but it does.  In times like this I need to be spanked to tears but I know that won't happen.  The tears won't fall.  Not from physical pain and not from the humiliation of being spanked.    I wish I could cry.

I'll update this post when I get the spanking I need.  If it happens.




Icy hot?  Hey this isn't a punishment!  My backside is on fire from ICY HOT!  This is going to be a very long day.  I think he may be planning on spanking a pre warmed bottom.