Stages of Becoming

JE from my Fet account. 

stage 1.
I will never submit to a man. A man will never support me. I will never depend on a man for anything. They are all pigs.


stage 2.
Ok. I’ll marry this one and let him in my life but I won’t depend on him for anything. Can’t trust a man. They are not worthy.


stage 3.
Well maybe I can trust him a little.


stage 4.
I’ll let him support me for a little while. Just while I’m still in school.


stage 5.
I don’t want to go back to work. I want to stay home but I will not submit to him.

stage 6.
Ok. Maybe I should submit to him.

stage 7.
He owns me. I feel lost without him. With his encouragement I am becoming the person I always had the potential to be.