Dragon is strictly this Christmas season. The stress of his job is making the PTSD exponentially worse. But he still has room for us.
Last night we were out with the kids. He pulled me aside and whispered in my ear. "Tell me a secret." I did. He wanted a sexy secret. One of dominance and submission. I gave it to him.
This morning he remembered and gave me a task for today. Use the plugs to prepare to be taken tonight. He didn't specify which one but I already know that the smallest ones won't be enough. When he walks in the door I am to be ready for him to take me hard and fast. No panties.
Talk about a turn on. I am so hungry for him. I don't think either one of us is in the mood for gentle love making.
I really think that our dynamic helps him. It gives him complete control over one aspect of our lives. My body. He makes a demand and most of the time I submit. I know it helps me.
Time for me to get busy. It is going to take several sessions to get my backside ready for him.
Master and i both find...when it seems like life is out of control..it is indeed very good to know there is one place where you are in control or controlled. Bet you were eagerly awaiting His arrival....
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Yesterday he was so surprised that I was obedient that he did it again. He has called home twice in a good mood. That is unheard of during the Christmas rush.
DeleteSo happy you and Dragon have found something to help him deal with the PTSD. Can understand how being in control of something/someone helps him. Sending prayers and healing energy.
ReplyDeleteHugs and blessings...Cat
The councillor was a disaster. He insisted on going back but I don't think he needs it now.
DeleteBe prepared - Isn't that the Girl Scout motto? Were you ever a Girl Scout?
ReplyDeleteI am ready for round two!
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