Wednesday, May 18, 2016

missing him

I think this is a repeat but still very true. 600 miles from home and I miss my Dragon.
I miss his scent.
I miss the scratch of his beard.
I miss his hands.
I miss the way he can't keep his hands off me.
I miss fixing his breakfast and packing his lunch.
I miss the way he takes care of me before he takes care of himself.
I miss sex.
I miss spanking
I miss our kinky play

And yes, I even miss punishment.

My backside needs a good barn burner.  One of those that has me gasping for breath and fighting back tears. Just the thought of it makes me hungry for his touch.

I even crave ginger.  Who in their right mind craves that obnoxious, burning root?

Geez.  I am pathetic.

No baby yet.  We have a date set for induction.  I am more nervous than she is.

Family new. I.have finally made a stand. NO MORE BULLYING! I AM NOT A DOOR MAT
 My mom is upset with me but it needed to be done. She was trying to evict a disabled lady from a rental property I own.  She lives there rent free because I said so. My house. My rules. Not hers
I thought it was going to be hard but I find that I am actually relieved


  1. I understand that missing it all...even the ginger. Hope that baby makes an appearance soon, it will be love at first sight...Good for you for taking a stand, I imagine it was really tough to do...
    hugs abby...who is hoping for baby news soon.

  2. If you don't stand up for yourself, no one else will. Never apologize for being strong.
    Hope the baby makes its way into this world soon so you can get back to your Dragon.

    1. My mom is mad but I think she is beginning to understand that I don't hate her. I can hope.

  3. Congratulations for standing up for yourself! So very proud of you and I'll bet your Dragon is also. I do understand you missing him as well as everything that goes along with your relationship...I even understand missing a barn burner. Hope that stubborn baby arrives soon. ;)

    Hugs and blessings...Cat

    1. I think she is going to wait and be induced. The baby is already big and the doctor doesn't want to risk her getting much bigger.