You know the stress I am under right now. Okay, you know about half of it. Just half.
I lost it last night.
On the phone
I said some things I shouldn't have
Used some vulgar words that I'm not allowed to use.
600 miles won't stop Dragon from enforcing one of his special rules.
Oops. He packed the icyhot. 1/4 inch applied to each sit spot after my morning shower.
It may not seem like much of a punishment but wowza did that burn. Several hours later it is still warm.
No tears. No emotional release but it will definitely discourage the vulgar language.
Update on the daughter issue
It all comes down to unconditional love. I love my daughter with all my heart and will do what it takes to get her on her feet. They call it TUFF love for a reason. If CPS takes the baby, we will do whatever we have to do to get her back with family. My grandchild has two grandparents that love her. She doesn't need to be a ward of the state. But that is an IF. My daughter swears that she is sober and clean.
A girl can hope. The doctor knows about the drug use. He is prepared for what may come.
And now we wait.