You know the stress I am under right now. Okay, you know about half of it. Just half.
I lost it last night.
On the phone
With Dragon
I said some things I shouldn't have
Used some vulgar words that I'm not allowed to use.
600 miles won't stop Dragon from enforcing one of his special rules.
Oops. He packed the icyhot. 1/4 inch applied to each sit spot after my morning shower.
It may not seem like much of a punishment but wowza did that burn. Several hours later it is still warm.
No tears. No emotional release but it will definitely discourage the vulgar language.
Update on the daughter issue
It all comes down to unconditional love. I love my daughter with all my heart and will do what it takes to get her on her feet. They call it TUFF love for a reason. If CPS takes the baby, we will do whatever we have to do to get her back with family. My grandchild has two grandparents that love her. She doesn't need to be a ward of the state. But that is an IF. My daughter swears that she is sober and clean.
A girl can hope. The doctor knows about the drug use. He is prepared for what may come.
And now we wait.
You will deal with things as they happen. As long as the doctor is aware of the drug use, it's a step in the right direction. I hope your daughter is sober and clean and she will probably need help staying that way. As you know, being a new mom is stressful and her emotions are tenuous at best. I wish you and Dragon the best and hope you're close enough to keep a close eye on your daughter and the baby. Prayers and hugs to all of you.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Sunny and have nothing to add. Sorry I have been away from blogland for so long and didn't know about any of this. Continuing to keep all of you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteHugs and blessings...Cat