I worked more on my garage room today. The workout equipment is all back in place and the mats are ready to go down. We are going to take out a table that just collects junk and another one that I have a flat screen tv set up on. I need more floor space. The tv can mount on the wall and I have a higher shelf I can sit the DVD player.
Progress. I am beating this depression little by little.
I may have earned a spanking today. Dragon wants me to go to the gym today but I am already tired. I moved heavy equipment around outside. The punching bag has a new home. That thing isn't light. I moved the bench into place and most of the weights. Everything has been repositioned. My shoulders ache and I am wheezing from all the dust.
But I still disobeyed. I could have worked legs but I chose to whine. Totally wimped out. I got shy about my body. Out of shape and plump.
We shall see. Dragon may agree that I did enough or he may go all HOH on me. I wasn't supposed to move the equipment on my own. I wasn't supposed to do more than clear the middle of the floor. AND I was supposed to go to the gym. I never know what Dragon will do.
Honestly, he will probably give me a pass but then again..... he has been kinda bossy here lately. I said that I would confess. That I would be more honest with Dragon. That is what I am going to do. Even if it gets me spanked. The fact still remains. I did too much. The gym would be a bad idea.