(Warning: I use the S word in this post. If that offends, you might want to stop here. I found comfort in Dragons arms)
So many disasters this close together. The bombs at the Boston Marathon, some kind of explosion in Oklahoma City and then the fertilizer plant in West, Texas. I have been on the edge of tears since the bombing. They finally fell when I found out the first responders, fire fighters and a deputy died in the explosion in Texas. I kept thinking about Dragon and couldn't help but be thankful that we live too far away for him to respond. My imagination is my enemy.
It was after midnight. For a change, Dragon didn't try anything when we went to bed at 10. He checked the news one more time, email and face book. Then he rolled over and went to sleep. I didn't have to ask why. He was triggered and wanted to be left alone to deal with it for a while. I needed his arms around me but I knew that would come in time.
I couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes I saw flames and images so graphic I won't describe here. When the going gets tuff I turn to fiction. I was re-reading a story out of a book called "Deep in the Heart of Texas" Yes it is spanking fiction and has stories by three different authors. The stories are all related which makes it a bit longer than your average spanking romance. That is why I like it so much and keep going back to it. The stories are disappointingly short and short on detail but that seems to be a rule for spanking fiction.
About the time Dragon rolled over to hold me, I had gotten to a hot seduction scene. The more I read, the more I craved Dragons touch. I mumbled, "take me." He was more awake than I though. In no time at all my panties were pushed down and he was caressing my backside.
Spanking fantasies on his part? Probably...
Next thing I know he has me on my knees and is ready to take me.
Last night he took me hard and fast. Perfect for the mood I was in. Guess it was perfect for him too. Sex puts me in a very submissive state of mind, especially that position. I feel absolutely taken and dominated. He was in top space and I could feel it with every inch of my body. Seemingly with no regard for me needs but just what I needed at the same time. Brutal and fast.
I fell asleep in his arms.
Ps. I googled fibromyalgia. My symptoms don't fit the old standard but there was a form to fill out for the new standard. I filled it out. I scored on the high side. Not good. But it doesn't explain the pain in my feet.
I think I over did it yesterday. I guess it is good that the weather is going to be bad all day. No gardening today.