Dragon in school, kids sports, music, school work. All the things that make life hectic and rewarding and just plain worth living.
But my head is spinning. Going a million different directions. I love it and I hate it.
Then I realize it is all about to change
I honestly only have one school aged kid. Yep. Just one.
The girls are all 18 and older.
One last year of high school sports for my 18 yo. One last season of music lessons.
They are growing up so fast.
What is next?
I have to let them go but I feel so lost. I guess this is what growing pain feels like. I'll figure it out.
Hang in there Rose...change is not always easy...especially when your kiddos are becoming adults. You'll find your balance. Sending lots of positive energy your way.
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Good news is that my little business may finally be growing. 4 new clients, a deadline kept and a VERY nice tip with the promise of more. I can hope. I have been wanting to take an auto cad class and those self defense classes are fun. I would love to do them on a regular basis. I have a plan and I am finally starting to dig my way out of this depression! All good things. Sometimes though, I look at my kids and it just hits me. A new chapter is about to begin. Scary and exciting.
DeleteI agree, very scary and exciting. Glad you're digging your way out of the depression. Been there and know it's super hard. Good for you to be actively seeking things to enjoy.
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I have a long list of things I want to do but there just isn't time. I need a clone. Hopefully when the last kid leaves, my business will be booming.
DeleteTrust me, you'll fill up all the available time.
ReplyDeleteI hope so. I know I'll miss the constant chaos that kids bring.
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