Sometimes I wish we knew another couple into domestic discipline.
Dragon ended up in the ER again with kidney stones. A huge stone that is very unlikely to pass on its own. This new doctor is fast. The problem is getting resolved in less than a week.
Isn't there always a but?
I hate seeing him in this much pain.
I need a re-set. A hard, stress relief spanking that will leave me standing in the waiting room instead sitting comfortably.
Nice purple and blue marks on my backside to remind me that I don't have to shoulder the weight alone. Marks that let themselves be known every time I sit.
Dragon is on some heavy pain killers. Strike one
It hurts more when he moves around. Strike two
We don't know anyone else who practices dd in rl Strike three
I am enough of an exhibitionist that I don't mind someone else seeing my body or another trusted HOH to take care of a spanking in a crunch. I don't even mind Dragon spanking another TIh.
I wish dd wasn't such a taboo topic.
I wish I could share my chosen lifestyle with family and friends.
I wish they wouldn't judge us with standards that don't apply.
What a week.
I am tempted to try self flogging.