A small gift box tied with a ribbon is sitting on the bed. Inside the box are a few things from around the house. Nothing new.
The glass dildo. A little smaller than I would like but it is effective. A hand of ginger and a pairing knife. A latex glove and lubricant along with a condom.
I wish I could put his belt in the box but he is wearing it. The paddle is to loud for the house and the garage is to cold for play.
I bet Dragon will figure it out. The dildo to prepare my body for the ginger. The glove and lubricant for vag fisting. Together? I think it would be devine... intense? Absolutely!
I am sure he will surprise me with a few things too. I just hope both of us feel like playing tonight.
I want to tell him thank you for the gift he brought me! A new magic wand. So yummy! The old one has been repaired several times and is not the seriously delicious toy it was.
What else should I add to the box? Oh my...
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
My Task for the Day
Yesterday turned into one of THOSE days. Blag. Father canceled our appointment. So that was a bust. I wish the man would delegate. Grrr
Oh well. Today is a new day.
Since Dragon couldn't think of anything he could possibly punish me for, he gave me a task today.
Make some warm bloomers. The old fashioned kind with the open bum side. You see, I stay cold. I like to bundle up at bed time but that doesn't leave Dragon access to my assets. Pun intended.
I have a pair of thin, cotton bloomers but they just aren't that warm. If they are made out of flannel or fleece I'll be toasty warm. Panties or not. I think Dragon may have a trip to the garage in mind also. If everything is covered except for his intended target, I may not be as quick to use a safe word. That is what he thinks.
I bet my backside wouldn't stay cold for long.
So today I am going to dig out my pattern and get it ready. Figure out yardage requirements and find a night shirt pattern I want to go with it. Fun day. I get to design. My favorite thing to do. How can I make simple bloomers fun?
I have a few ideas....
Here is my starting point. But that is all it is. I get to have fun with this project.
Bloomer pattern
Oh well. Today is a new day.
Since Dragon couldn't think of anything he could possibly punish me for, he gave me a task today.
Make some warm bloomers. The old fashioned kind with the open bum side. You see, I stay cold. I like to bundle up at bed time but that doesn't leave Dragon access to my assets. Pun intended.
I have a pair of thin, cotton bloomers but they just aren't that warm. If they are made out of flannel or fleece I'll be toasty warm. Panties or not. I think Dragon may have a trip to the garage in mind also. If everything is covered except for his intended target, I may not be as quick to use a safe word. That is what he thinks.
I bet my backside wouldn't stay cold for long.
So today I am going to dig out my pattern and get it ready. Figure out yardage requirements and find a night shirt pattern I want to go with it. Fun day. I get to design. My favorite thing to do. How can I make simple bloomers fun?
I have a few ideas....
Here is my starting point. But that is all it is. I get to have fun with this project.
Bloomer pattern
Monday, January 27, 2014
Dragon's Task
Since Dragon retired from the military he has only punished me one time. I understand. I do. It has been hard. Adjusting to civilian life. PTSD. Fear of getting fired.
Now we have a new set of worries. The transmission in the truck is acting goofy. One of our kids continues to make bad decisions. The process of annulment.
It is always something.
But enough already. Stress is a part of life
It is time to re enter the world of the living and get on with it.
So I did something I am probably going to regret. I suggested a task for the Dragon. During our pillow time every night discuss those things that went wrong. Punishable things that get ignored most of the time.
The little things that annoy him and aren't usually worth his time.
The idea is to get both of us back on track. There was a time that I would confess. I would tell Dragon about my day and the major rules I broke. Especially those things that made me feel guilty. But now I find myself hiding things and he shrugs off the things that I do confess.
Last night Dragon took me by surprise. He pointed out my Sas and bad attitude. Oops. Then he decided that to punish me. If that was his plan, we probably shouldn't have started out with love makin . By the time he got to the punishment I was one big hot spot.
What did he do? He denied my pleasure. No O for me. He flipped me over and took me hard and fast. Unfortunately for him, I liked it. Today I am sore because it was hard and fast. No preparation. No stretch time. But I think that is what he wanted. A sharp bite of pain. A little humiliation.
I know I will think twice about Sas. What will tonight bring? Yes, I am a little worried. But I know that I am not perfect. If Dragon wanted to, he could find a dozen legitimate reasons to punish me.
Will it be pillow talk? Will this fizzle like everything else has? OR will Dragon use this as another opportunity to try an alternative punishment? I wonder. Is he going to use this week to experiment?
I'll find out tonight!
Now we have a new set of worries. The transmission in the truck is acting goofy. One of our kids continues to make bad decisions. The process of annulment.
It is always something.
But enough already. Stress is a part of life
It is time to re enter the world of the living and get on with it.
So I did something I am probably going to regret. I suggested a task for the Dragon. During our pillow time every night discuss those things that went wrong. Punishable things that get ignored most of the time.
The little things that annoy him and aren't usually worth his time.
The idea is to get both of us back on track. There was a time that I would confess. I would tell Dragon about my day and the major rules I broke. Especially those things that made me feel guilty. But now I find myself hiding things and he shrugs off the things that I do confess.
Last night Dragon took me by surprise. He pointed out my Sas and bad attitude. Oops. Then he decided that to punish me. If that was his plan, we probably shouldn't have started out with love makin . By the time he got to the punishment I was one big hot spot.
What did he do? He denied my pleasure. No O for me. He flipped me over and took me hard and fast. Unfortunately for him, I liked it. Today I am sore because it was hard and fast. No preparation. No stretch time. But I think that is what he wanted. A sharp bite of pain. A little humiliation.
I know I will think twice about Sas. What will tonight bring? Yes, I am a little worried. But I know that I am not perfect. If Dragon wanted to, he could find a dozen legitimate reasons to punish me.
Will it be pillow talk? Will this fizzle like everything else has? OR will Dragon use this as another opportunity to try an alternative punishment? I wonder. Is he going to use this week to experiment?
I'll find out tonight!
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Life Happens
Today was a beautiful day. The weather was almost warm. To windy to do much outside but the perfect day for some play in the garage.
So what was tthe problem?
For me it was 50 mg if benadryl. Wind +pollen = miserable. Dragon has been fighting a cold for several days. Riding the motorcycle to work in this crazy weather we have been having has taken a toll on him.
So no play.
I was looking forward to a good spanking. Dragon started the prep for a fisting last week. It takes lots of slow stretching to do it but the rewards are worth it. But not today.
Oh well...
Our window of nice weather is gone. We are back to bitter cold tomorrow.
I am sure we can find a way to keep each other warm. The garage may be to cold for impact play but we know other ways to keep each other entertained.
Ps...
We were finally making love. Dragon doesn't feel good but he felt good enough to scratch anitch. That man really knows how to rock my world.
I got curious and asked if I had done anything during the day to get spanked for. To my surprise he said yes! Sas and attitude. He said I got short with him while I was working.
Hmmmm.
He flipped me over and took me very hard. Wow. I think it was supposed to be punishment but I was to busy feeling good. It was hard, fast and felt oh so good. Love it when he gets all dominant on me.
I think I will be asking that question every night for a while.
Ps. 2. Feelin sick right now. Nervous? Maybe. I hhave an appointment with Father S tomorrow. Yikes. He is a sweet but the topic of conversation will be a hard one. Annulment and the divorce. It will be a relief to get it over with.
So what was tthe problem?
For me it was 50 mg if benadryl. Wind +pollen = miserable. Dragon has been fighting a cold for several days. Riding the motorcycle to work in this crazy weather we have been having has taken a toll on him.
So no play.
I was looking forward to a good spanking. Dragon started the prep for a fisting last week. It takes lots of slow stretching to do it but the rewards are worth it. But not today.
Oh well...
Our window of nice weather is gone. We are back to bitter cold tomorrow.
I am sure we can find a way to keep each other warm. The garage may be to cold for impact play but we know other ways to keep each other entertained.
Ps...
We were finally making love. Dragon doesn't feel good but he felt good enough to scratch anitch. That man really knows how to rock my world.
I got curious and asked if I had done anything during the day to get spanked for. To my surprise he said yes! Sas and attitude. He said I got short with him while I was working.
Hmmmm.
He flipped me over and took me very hard. Wow. I think it was supposed to be punishment but I was to busy feeling good. It was hard, fast and felt oh so good. Love it when he gets all dominant on me.
I think I will be asking that question every night for a while.
Ps. 2. Feelin sick right now. Nervous? Maybe. I hhave an appointment with Father S tomorrow. Yikes. He is a sweet but the topic of conversation will be a hard one. Annulment and the divorce. It will be a relief to get it over with.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Confession
As some of you know, I am in classes to enter the Catholic Church. It is called RCIA. Sorry, can't remember what that stands for. I am working on an annulment and I have my first confession coming up.
I am terrified.
What do I confess?
Pre marital sex is probably at the top of the list.But I do so mumuch more within the confines of marriage. Is kinky sex a sin? I am not going to give those kinds of details to a man who has taken a vow of chastity. That would be so wrong.
How about spanking and DD? Hey, my husband floggs me until I bleed and I really get off on it. Oh, he spanks my butt for punishment too.
Can you imagine the poor priest? He would be scandalized. Not to mention that I really don't think most of it is sin.
Yes, I am stressed over this. It has my poor stomach in knots. I have heard about worksheets but the only ones I can find are for kids.
What is the worst that can happen? I won't get communion. That is it.
Geez
I need to get over this...
I am terrified.
What do I confess?
Pre marital sex is probably at the top of the list.But I do so mumuch more within the confines of marriage. Is kinky sex a sin? I am not going to give those kinds of details to a man who has taken a vow of chastity. That would be so wrong.
How about spanking and DD? Hey, my husband floggs me until I bleed and I really get off on it. Oh, he spanks my butt for punishment too.
Can you imagine the poor priest? He would be scandalized. Not to mention that I really don't think most of it is sin.
Yes, I am stressed over this. It has my poor stomach in knots. I have heard about worksheets but the only ones I can find are for kids.
What is the worst that can happen? I won't get communion. That is it.
Geez
I need to get over this...
Monday, January 20, 2014
Splat
I feel like a bug on a windshield. Life has been coming at me to fast. The good news? I am coping.
Almost....
How do I know? I haven't curled up under the bed.
Yet
The house is getting a fly washing. First step is to de clutter. One room at a time. One garbage bag at a time.
I am making progress with my sewing projects. I have several projects going and I can see a lot of progress on all of them!
It takes me almost a week to finish a book. Dragon just bought two new books and I still have one left from last payday. That is always a good thing.
No giving up here. My pain levels are still high but better. Every day except Sunday, I work on fitness. Some days it isn't much but I am lapping the couch potatoes.
Dragon is even getting back to the business of being a family man again. He has a wood working project going. I am excited. A new dresser for our bedroom. He is taking care of those husbandly duties too. After my workout today, he spanked me good. No paddle. Just his hand. He hasn't spanked me with his hand in a long time.
Life is coming at me faster than I can handle but I am coping. So far...
Almost....
How do I know? I haven't curled up under the bed.
Yet
The house is getting a fly washing. First step is to de clutter. One room at a time. One garbage bag at a time.
I am making progress with my sewing projects. I have several projects going and I can see a lot of progress on all of them!
It takes me almost a week to finish a book. Dragon just bought two new books and I still have one left from last payday. That is always a good thing.
No giving up here. My pain levels are still high but better. Every day except Sunday, I work on fitness. Some days it isn't much but I am lapping the couch potatoes.
Dragon is even getting back to the business of being a family man again. He has a wood working project going. I am excited. A new dresser for our bedroom. He is taking care of those husbandly duties too. After my workout today, he spanked me good. No paddle. Just his hand. He hasn't spanked me with his hand in a long time.
Life is coming at me faster than I can handle but I am coping. So far...
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Today is a Wonderful Day
How do I know? I breath today. My husband and my children are safe.
Every day has its blessings. Sometimes those blessings are harder to find than others but they are there.
One step at a time.
Every day has its blessings. Sometimes those blessings are harder to find than others but they are there.
One step at a time.
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