Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Monday, December 30, 2013
Submitting to Him
Dragon is tired. He has worked long hours firstwith with a cold and then the flu. Needles to say, he hasn't felt like having much fun.
I decided to do something to cheer him up just a little. It had been a long day. We were both tired and ready for some much needed sleep. I almost fell asleep completely dressed AGAIN! Iwoke up just enough to realize how uncomfortable I was and got up.
When I stood up, I decided to do something just for my Dragon. When I slid my jeans down, I took my panties off too. My shirt and bra both hit the floor.
I had his full attention.
When I crawled back in bed, he reached over and pulled me against his chest. Heaven! That is how I fell asleep and I woke up the same way.
No sex? Nope. He couldn't find the new box of condoms. Since we really don't want a new baby in the house, those things are a necessity.
He went to work with a very big smile on his face. I plan on sleeping the same way tonight. I lolove seeing him so relaxed.
Ps. Shakeology ordered! I changed 'map my run' from miles to km today and walked. My walking path was just short of a kilometer. I'll have to re map it to make it just a little longer. I'll get the alli next time I go to the store. Baby steps.
Sorry for the weird outo correct mistakes. My smart phone is kinda dumb
I decided to do something to cheer him up just a little. It had been a long day. We were both tired and ready for some much needed sleep. I almost fell asleep completely dressed AGAIN! Iwoke up just enough to realize how uncomfortable I was and got up.
When I stood up, I decided to do something just for my Dragon. When I slid my jeans down, I took my panties off too. My shirt and bra both hit the floor.
I had his full attention.
When I crawled back in bed, he reached over and pulled me against his chest. Heaven! That is how I fell asleep and I woke up the same way.
No sex? Nope. He couldn't find the new box of condoms. Since we really don't want a new baby in the house, those things are a necessity.
He went to work with a very big smile on his face. I plan on sleeping the same way tonight. I lolove seeing him so relaxed.
Ps. Shakeology ordered! I changed 'map my run' from miles to km today and walked. My walking path was just short of a kilometer. I'll have to re map it to make it just a little longer. I'll get the alli next time I go to the store. Baby steps.
Sorry for the weird outo correct mistakes. My smart phone is kinda dumb
Saturday, December 28, 2013
A New Year
It is a time for new beginnings.
Nope. I don't make resolutions. My plans are based on other things.
My health took a steep nose dive in October. I am beginning to feel better. I still hurt but not constantly. It is time to get back on my fitnes schedule. Walk /run and the p90x. I couldn't do either one with the pain. Everything made it worse.
This time I am going to do something different. I am over 40. That means my metabolism sucks. I can tone the body that I have but I can't seem to shed the pounds. Payday I am buying Allie. It takes my low fat healthy diet and cuts the fat even more. In addition to that I am going to replace lunch with shakology.
Between the exercise, pill and supplement shake, I should shed some pounds.
Dragon just told me that he isn't buying me any new clothes. I have to make them. Yikes. A scarry though but since I can't find clothes I like in the store, I guess it works.
A new year with new goals and new beginnings.
Ps. After two doses of the tamiflu, Dragon is feeling much better. He was frisky this morning. I wonder.....
Is there a spanking in the near future? A girl can hope.
Nope. I don't make resolutions. My plans are based on other things.
My health took a steep nose dive in October. I am beginning to feel better. I still hurt but not constantly. It is time to get back on my fitnes schedule. Walk /run and the p90x. I couldn't do either one with the pain. Everything made it worse.
This time I am going to do something different. I am over 40. That means my metabolism sucks. I can tone the body that I have but I can't seem to shed the pounds. Payday I am buying Allie. It takes my low fat healthy diet and cuts the fat even more. In addition to that I am going to replace lunch with shakology.
Between the exercise, pill and supplement shake, I should shed some pounds.
Dragon just told me that he isn't buying me any new clothes. I have to make them. Yikes. A scarry though but since I can't find clothes I like in the store, I guess it works.
A new year with new goals and new beginnings.
Ps. After two doses of the tamiflu, Dragon is feeling much better. He was frisky this morning. I wonder.....
Is there a spanking in the near future? A girl can hope.
Friday, December 27, 2013
Spank-no ho ho ho
This is turning into a spank-no season of not getting "you know what" for me!
Dragon's crazy schedule.
The flu both A and B
Mina's boy friend on the couch
My chronic pain
AND NOW????
Surprise!!!
Granny is coming for a visit.
We did sneak a little sex in this afternoon. That is something but I am beginning to think that my bottom will not get any attention until next year!
Okay, yes I know. Next year is only a few days away. But but but.... I neeeed to feel his dominance. I need to feel his power and authority. I don't feel balanced without TTWD.
I sshould have let him spank me over the pot discussion. That was my last opportunity for anything impact. I hate punishments but right now, I'll take what I can get.
Spoken by a true spanko....
Dragon just took the second dose of tamiflu. He is snoring away next to me. I hope he is back on his feet soon. Granny will only be here for 5 days and she is spending that time in a hotel. She is bringing her smoking, smelly, man toy. I am not going to argue with her decision.
Hope it helps
Last visit with my mom didn't go so good. I have hopes.
If not I have an almost full bottle of Bush mills honey whiskey. I'll be just fine.
Dragon's crazy schedule.
The flu both A and B
Mina's boy friend on the couch
My chronic pain
AND NOW????
Surprise!!!
Granny is coming for a visit.
We did sneak a little sex in this afternoon. That is something but I am beginning to think that my bottom will not get any attention until next year!
Okay, yes I know. Next year is only a few days away. But but but.... I neeeed to feel his dominance. I need to feel his power and authority. I don't feel balanced without TTWD.
I sshould have let him spank me over the pot discussion. That was my last opportunity for anything impact. I hate punishments but right now, I'll take what I can get.
Spoken by a true spanko....
Dragon just took the second dose of tamiflu. He is snoring away next to me. I hope he is back on his feet soon. Granny will only be here for 5 days and she is spending that time in a hotel. She is bringing her smoking, smelly, man toy. I am not going to argue with her decision.
Hope it helps
Last visit with my mom didn't go so good. I have hopes.
If not I have an almost full bottle of Bush mills honey whiskey. I'll be just fine.
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Merry Christmas!
I hope your holiday was great. We had a relatively relaxed day. It felt off but things are changing. The kids are getting older and I am not ready.
What was on your Christmas wish list?
Did you get it?
I got something unexpected. A weather station. Where we live, the weather can turn deadly in seconds. This will give us real time information and help keep us safe. I have wanted one for years but they are expensive. This isn't top of the line but far from the cheepest.
When the weather gets ugly, I turn on the ham radio. Eyes on the sky help accurately locate the worst areas. Being able to share the wind speed and rain fall will help others around me know what is coming.
Yes I am a nerd. I am happy about getting a weather station for Christmas and a better 2 meter radio is on the wish list. I would say that I must be getting old but I would have been happy getting the same gift 20 years ago.
I am just that much of a nerd.
My kids all had a great Christmas too. LOTS of squeals and happy faces.
What was on your Christmas wish list?
Did you get it?
I got something unexpected. A weather station. Where we live, the weather can turn deadly in seconds. This will give us real time information and help keep us safe. I have wanted one for years but they are expensive. This isn't top of the line but far from the cheepest.
When the weather gets ugly, I turn on the ham radio. Eyes on the sky help accurately locate the worst areas. Being able to share the wind speed and rain fall will help others around me know what is coming.
Yes I am a nerd. I am happy about getting a weather station for Christmas and a better 2 meter radio is on the wish list. I would say that I must be getting old but I would have been happy getting the same gift 20 years ago.
I am just that much of a nerd.
My kids all had a great Christmas too. LOTS of squeals and happy faces.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Daydreams and Christmas Candy
I need to get busy. Today is for baking and making candy. Yum! But I just had to take a little time to daydream.
I can almost feel Dragon's hands on my body. I can almost hear his voice.
Undress.
Lay on your tummy... No, up on your knees.
Yes, perfect
You must be very quiet. The kids are awake. Not one sound. Are you ready?
I can imagine the sting of the paddle and the bite of the belt. There is a hand of ginger in the refrigerator. Would he be sadistic enough to use it Christmas day?
Of course he would. After another warning to be silent, I can imagine him gently placing the shaped finger of ginger deep inside my body.
Wow how that stuff burns.
And now my imagination goes crazy! What next? More impact? Or would he take me while the ginger sets my body on fire? Hmmmm.
Will Dragon be to tired to play tomorrow? I may just have to brat to get a spanking. Slam a few doors?
Sigh....
Yes, I am starting to get just a little desperate for his touch. Nothing else will work. Just him. No substitutes. My poor hitachi can't scratch this itch.
I can almost feel Dragon's hands on my body. I can almost hear his voice.
Undress.
Lay on your tummy... No, up on your knees.
Yes, perfect
You must be very quiet. The kids are awake. Not one sound. Are you ready?
I can imagine the sting of the paddle and the bite of the belt. There is a hand of ginger in the refrigerator. Would he be sadistic enough to use it Christmas day?
Of course he would. After another warning to be silent, I can imagine him gently placing the shaped finger of ginger deep inside my body.
Wow how that stuff burns.
And now my imagination goes crazy! What next? More impact? Or would he take me while the ginger sets my body on fire? Hmmmm.
Will Dragon be to tired to play tomorrow? I may just have to brat to get a spanking. Slam a few doors?
Sigh....
Yes, I am starting to get just a little desperate for his touch. Nothing else will work. Just him. No substitutes. My poor hitachi can't scratch this itch.
Monday, December 23, 2013
A better Christmas
I have a box of ornaments that make me cry every year. Little angels that Dragon bought for me after my last miscarriage.
Every year, I pull the out of the big box I use to store them. Every year I try to hide my tears. Then someone will set off my temper.
Last year a Blogger friend suggested that I store the angels separately.
I did....
And forgot...
Oops
The kids decorated the tree as I unpacked the box. All smiles and hugs.
Then a few nights ago I rembered them. My tears fell in private. I took the small white box to the living room and we put the angels on the tree together. The younger kids asked about each one.
I'll have to go back in blog land and see who suggested the separate box. I wonder if it was Bas?
Dragon is still working crazy hours. He is working hard to make sure others have a great holiday. Still no fun for us. He is to tired and I completely understand.
Every year, I pull the out of the big box I use to store them. Every year I try to hide my tears. Then someone will set off my temper.
Last year a Blogger friend suggested that I store the angels separately.
I did....
And forgot...
Oops
The kids decorated the tree as I unpacked the box. All smiles and hugs.
Then a few nights ago I rembered them. My tears fell in private. I took the small white box to the living room and we put the angels on the tree together. The younger kids asked about each one.
I'll have to go back in blog land and see who suggested the separate box. I wonder if it was Bas?
Dragon is still working crazy hours. He is working hard to make sure others have a great holiday. Still no fun for us. He is to tired and I completely understand.
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