PS. We talked latter. The ginger was good. VERY good. Not the unpleasant burning it was last time. I was surprised that I actually enjoyed it. Being taken with the burn of the ginger still lingering was even better. I think we both felt a little off and couldn't get into the scene but I think it has great potential. We are going to call this a dress rehearsal and try that again. I am already craving the burn and fullness again.
We wanted to record our journey as we learn how to incorporate Domestic Discipline into our lives. I am a wife who has been Taken-in-Hand by her husband. I am loved and cherished by him. I am his little china doll and he is mine forever.
Monday, May 21, 2012
the reward?
It sure didn't feel very rewarding to me. It felt like he was following a script and we were the actors moving on puppet strings. He knows how to rock my world. I don't know what went wrong.
Stress maybe? Today is his first day with out a job. We have several monthes with a pay check but no job.
Praying, trying to help. I am hanging on by my fingernails. One day at a time.
Breath
PS. We talked latter. The ginger was good. VERY good. Not the unpleasant burning it was last time. I was surprised that I actually enjoyed it. Being taken with the burn of the ginger still lingering was even better. I think we both felt a little off and couldn't get into the scene but I think it has great potential. We are going to call this a dress rehearsal and try that again. I am already craving the burn and fullness again.
PS. We talked latter. The ginger was good. VERY good. Not the unpleasant burning it was last time. I was surprised that I actually enjoyed it. Being taken with the burn of the ginger still lingering was even better. I think we both felt a little off and couldn't get into the scene but I think it has great potential. We are going to call this a dress rehearsal and try that again. I am already craving the burn and fullness again.
Oh I'm sorry DR. Maybe too much anticipation? I'm sure he'll rock your world again before long. Hang in there.
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We were both tired. It was a long weekend. We both agreed we need a do over when we are both more rested.
ReplyDeleteThat happens sometimes when stress levels get high. I sometimes can't get my head into the game so to speak. It doesn't happen often, but occasionally :)
ReplyDeleteIt doesn't happen very often with us at all either.
DeleteI'm so confused Dragon's Rose. I thought that Dragon had just gotten a new job and you were getting ready to move.
ReplyDeleteSorry that things are all stressful again.
I am confused too. I thought he had that job and that we would be packing up by now. Guess it isn't going to be that easy. pray please. This is harder than I thought it would be.
DeleteUgh! I sure will pray.
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