tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2862465476332557225.post6388385229636188187..comments2023-05-08T04:32:53.913-05:00Comments on Dragon's Rose: FearDragon's Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17464199139125994128noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2862465476332557225.post-91851005233932568482016-07-12T12:25:10.250-05:002016-07-12T12:25:10.250-05:00Dragon was under a lot of stress because I was out...Dragon was under a lot of stress because I was out of town and he wanted to be there when our granddaughter was born. I didn't want to add to his. I kept everything under control by going to the gym and working myself into exhaustion. It stopped working eventually. Things are starting to settle down. I hopeDragon's Rosehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17464199139125994128noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2862465476332557225.post-7430134857746490522016-07-12T01:00:51.496-05:002016-07-12T01:00:51.496-05:00oh stress and fear are awful things and when we tr...oh stress and fear are awful things and when we try and keep it inside it somehow has a way of getting magnified! I have cried in public too altho i hate feeling like i had nowhere else to go (emotionally) and sometimes i feel that's the best way to let them know how we're feeling. <br /><br />feel better soon sweets.Fondleshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03538688586112598309noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2862465476332557225.post-49721070177470996212016-07-11T08:29:47.961-05:002016-07-11T08:29:47.961-05:00I guess I handled everything great on the outside....I guess I handled everything great on the outside. No one knew. Dragon is ultimately an HOH and took me right in hand. He still didn't give me the spanking that I think I need. It is time to trust him and understand that he may know something I don't. Thanks for the encouragement and you didn't sound flippant at all. Dragon's Rosehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17464199139125994128noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2862465476332557225.post-44678688448704532742016-07-11T07:09:00.656-05:002016-07-11T07:09:00.656-05:00I understand this. Obviously not your individual ...I understand this. Obviously not your individual circumstances, as I'll admit they are much more intense than I have thankfully encountered in my life. But I understand the concept and the later part of this post. I have been there.<br /><br />Not to flippant but the best way I can describe it is like a pimple. The pressure is there. No one sees it. Eventually it surfaces and once you relieve a bit of the pressure it feels better, but we all know there is more under there. Eventually it can all surface, but then it has to heal. ( Normally I get more graphic with the explanation, but with the seriousness of your post I'll leave it up to the reader). It helped Barney understand more how I was feeling when I over simplified it this way ;)<br /><br />I hope bit by bit, you can release and let go of some more of those pressures!<br /><br />all the best<br />williewilliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01907855123777628267noreply@blogger.com